She will be loved..

Time:

3:20 pm.

So I actually have things that are actually update WORTHY...

Schools started and i do love it. I know LOSERR. but hey summer readings handed in and math is as well. Now I guess soon schoolwork will ACTUALLY set in and ill hate it eventually,but i think being a senior puts a WAYY different light on things. Like looking at it as with each day that goes by I'm one step closer to getting out. So honestly I'm making most of my senior year. I don't care about anyone's drama (i.e. she said he said JUNK ) But don't get me wrong I'll miss it when its gone. Bottom Line

I'm Living It Up!

Field Hockey is also in FULL SWING! And might i add WE BEASTED THE LANDFILL DWELLERS today. I don't think i've ever smiled that much on a field hockey field before. I don't think i've ever been pushed that much either (but thats beside the point) Anywho it was a GREAT game! I'm so proud of the team! We really pulled through! Hopefully we can keep this up! : )

Lets see...

I start working tommorrow : )! Starbucks in target if anyone was wondering. Cannot wait to get in there and start making money. 8 hr shifts both saturday and sunday. Pretty sweet paycheck im hoping!!

Well I think thats all thats been on my mind as of yet. Now i have to go be all betty crocker and junk because of our MADDDD early carwwash/bakesale. : /

BRING YOUR CAR TO BORO HALL SATURDAY (tomorrow) FOR $5 CAR WASH BENEFITING P.H.S. FIELD HOCKEY 7-11

And satisfy your tastebuds as well with our delicious pastries and deserts we have on sale as well.

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Time:

10:06 am.

So not much of anything is new with me. Summers been chuggin along. Im def. trying to have a good time since i have like a week left til hockey starts. I have to get going on my summer reading. I decided to read all the books then do journal entries after. Im pretty sure it was probably the STUPIDEST idea ever but hey it'll get done by Sept. 7th. The math packet is another story in an of itself. I don't even know where that thing is. : / I know I'll be working on that thing on Sept. 6th until late hours of the night.

Speaking of work. I hate how working only weekends isn't good enough for some buisnesses. Don't they understand kids need money BUT also do play sports. JEEZZ.. cough cough STAPLES. Its cool though I know where I WON'T GET my school supplies now. haha.

Well im off now to apply for more jobs. Hopefully they'll take me. I really am a good worker. : ) If anybody has any ideas for me. Let me know ASAP.

<3 <3 <3

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Time:	1:17 pm.
Mood:	bouncy.
Music:	Peaches-Rosa Helikopter.

Someone once said to me that highschool FLIES by. I never believed them til this summer. Seriously, my last summer of me being in highschool. NUTS! I have been having fun this summer. And im really excited about senior year. I mean who isn't.//</p>

I love my grade. Everyone is soo great. And we all get along soo good. Its actually quite scary. And I know this is somewhat random but I really am glad I came to Palmyra. No offense towards Holy Cross people I love you to death. But it seems as though Palmyra fits for me. I mean granted the town itself has some major drama issues , and there are some wicked crazy people in the school. But i wouldn't have it any other way.

I don't know what made me want to write about this. I guess just the fact Im having fun with everyone. And summers been getting better. I know what will actually happen. Ill start to REALLY have fun. Then school will start.i can deal.

no more for today.
xoxo

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Time:

7:40 pm.

LBI 4 A WEEK!

thankkk godddd <3

...better see you people down to visit me. : )

CALL ME <3

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Time:

3:19 pm.

So I haven't realized how much of a bitch I am towards my parents til today.
I have said on this journal so many times that I disliked my parents for grounding me or being so unbearable. Which at times it does feel like it and yes sometimes they are. But actually they have a reason.

First things first-- I don't have a job. So for me there is no incoming of money. Besides the 25 dollars my mother gives me for doing everyones laundry. ((Which sometimes doesn't even get done)) i STILL get 25 dollars.
I have a car. That i use ALOT. Gas money ...from them. The insurance.. all them too.
I mean i guess I really should be thankful for it. I'm always comparing me to other people. But really there is no comapring. My parents are trying to give me everthing I want. And most of the time they do. Its just that a lot of times I don't thank them for it. Which in turn makes them mad. WOW i am a BITCH!

But see. don't get me wrong I sound like I'm not even mad about having to be in at 10 or that my parents are constantly on my back about EVERYTHING. The thing is I am mad. But I guess if i want a car,or college tuition,or a phone,or spending money. (the list could go on) I guess I have to suck it up. So yea i mite miss a few things cause of having to be in early. But I guess i Have to earn my reg. curfew back. It shouldn't be too long.no worries there

So i guess for now good ole' maggie will just have to deal with whats been given to her. I know alot of ppl are like PLEASEE thats nothing. but hey we all grow up sometime. I guess I'm just a little behind. or for some I'm glad that I know I'm growing up at all.

well im worn out. i've learned my fair share for today.

<3<3

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Time:	3:45 pm.
Mood:	content.

So i def. just typed up a whole entry and my power went out. YEA THANX PSE&G! Suppesedly it was a "brown out." NOT exactly sure what that means but it sounds yucky.

So I've been bascially pretty bored for the past couple of days. Went to Maryland this weekend and all but the weather was blahhh. and riding the jet-ski was limited. but bareable to say the least. This is the most I've been home all summer. I HATE IT! haha. I wake up earlier now these days which bites cuz that means more of the day to waste. I should actually be running but its so dang hot. I'd rather pass.

So nowadays everyone seems to be hoping on a plane and going to somewhere miles away. THANKS GUYS for leaving me here! haha. 1st Mexico. Then Europe. Then Cali. Then Florida. : ( I swore I have it good going to LBI. haha negative on that one. It'll be okay . I'll be fine with my good ole Jersey shore. haha.
Soon I'll be wisked away to wonderful Hockey camp at the extravegant Elizabethtown College. In a luxury dorm.
BE JEALOUS. haaa.

well im done for now. my luck the power will be lost again and ill be stuck starting over again.

<3 <3 <3

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Time:	2:29 pm.
Mood:	aggravated.
Music:	Daphne Loves Derby.

It's fuunny I looked back on all my oldd entries and it was like "omggg can't wait for summer" haha. Don't get me wrong I LOVELOVELOVE summer but being home around my mother for long periods of time is seriously dangerous. Shes crazy I tell you. When I'm home I have to almost walk on egg shells for this women. Some things will never change..

I've been reading the books we need for summer reading. I'm seriously creeped out by "The Lovely Bones" It's a great book but i highly suggest to NOT read it before you go to sleep. I have been , and it keeps me up just thinking about the stupid book. Its ashame , you know I'm bored if I'm actually getting into a book. It's cool though , I actually feel educated. Something I usually don't feel during the summer months.

I also was so bored I looked up random shore houses. In hopes next year that there will be a bunch of people who will want to rent a shore house for the week. A lot of people tell me its not the "palmyra" thing to do. But who says theres a law saying I can't do it. I guess finding people willing to chip in 200 bucks mite be hard. BUT HONESTLY SO WORTH IT! Just have to find someone who will sign for the house. haha. THAT will be the hardest part. Cuz i sure as hell am not getting blamed when some shit goes down.

Well I'm actually boring myself with all of this.So I'll stop here for now.

<3<3

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Time:

9:47 am.

I WANT A BOY WHO CAN...

...who can wrestle with me
and let me win.

...who i can talk to about anything

...who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.

...who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.

...who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.

...who will have many inside jokes
with me and remember each one.

...who realizes that i say things
but dont always mean them.

...who i can go swimming with
on hot days.

...who will bring me seashells
from the beach.

...who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.

...with deeps eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.

...who wears ~~baseball~~ trucker hats and
lets me wear his too.

...who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.

...who will shake my dads hand
and look my mom in the eye.

...who knows my full name--
first, middle and last.

...who willl know when something is wrong
when im trying my best to put on an act

...who will kiss me and
tell me im beautiful.

...who will let me cry to him.

...who will hold me& kiss my cheek.

...who will brag about me
to all of his friends

...not afraid to give me a great big hug
right infront of his mom

...who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.

...who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.

...who tells me i have a nice laugh
and a smile that lights up the room
and simply be mine to hold.

...i love those things...there soo cute..

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Time:	1:13 am.
Music:	Keaton Simons.

Well well. def. haven't updated this thing since the winter. What actually happened was my layout got all screwed up and I was to lazy to fix it. Now its summer and i have all the time in the world. Well a lot has changed since i last updated. I'm offically a senior now which is amazing I seriously cannot wait. From what I hear this year is the best one yet. So I'm gonna make the most of it. I'm gonna try and update this thing more. Only because i wanna look back and see everything that has happened. Well not even sure if anyone even reads this anymore.

Comment if you're still reading. I don't even know who still does livejournal anymore.

<3<3

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Time:

5:31 pm.

So today I went to a family reunion up in pennsylvania in the thick of farming country. Was quite entertaining especially since some have dutch accents which adds humor to any conversation if you ask me. Met alotta of my cousins or 2nd cousins i guess you would call who are just outta college. I seriously cannot wait til I get into college. My one cousin graduated from Temple. I'm really starting to like that school. I love the city and I hear there athletic training program is amazing. So who knows! My other choices seem to be leaning towards Salisbury and University Of Delaware.

Well I know no one ever comments on this thing and I'm basically updating for the sake of being bored.

Summers getting closer and my birthday is right there too. actually I'm totally blowing that out of proportion..lol Summer is like 4 months away as is my birthday. Well who says one can't dream. haha. Soon enough it'll be here and ill be a happy girl (again)

Prom is coming up quick that im not kidding about either. Of course i prolly will go dateless. But who knows. I'd rather not but we know Maggie will wish and want and hope for a date and then just be let down. So for now I guess Ill say I'm almost 99.9% sure I'm going by myself. Unless a certain someone asks me. : )

The End.

<3<3

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Time:

7:49 pm.

I can't let go now
Even when darkness surrounds
But if I hold on, yeah
I will show the world
All the things that you never expected to see
From little old me, this Jersey girl

So winter is hitting hard.Not on just me but everyone. Mother Nature I'm talking to you. You need to put a little pep in summer's step and perhaps make summer come faster. It'd be greatly appreciated by many people on the east coast. = )

xoxo

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Time:

5:22 am.

I caught the winter blues. And I don't know how to shake them. My skin is dry. The snow is brown. And summer is still days away. Why must there be January and February. = (

When i grow up or at least get older. I hope I have enough decency to keep to myself. And not worry about other peoples buisness. Like just for example if i was away at college, I definitly wouldn't worry the about kids that still go there. Because honestly who cares. Some people do. It just amuses me.

Boys STILL cease to amaze me. They either don't call you and you get mad cuz you waited the whole night for them to call. Or they call and ask to hang out and your definetly doing other things. They get mad. And turn it around like your doing something wrong. Excuse me for wanting to hang out. Excuse me for actually thinking I could fit in your ~~"oh so busy"~~ schedule. Excuse me while I forget I even liked you

enough random thoughts for today.

xoxo

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Time:

10:44 am.

So All this snow. And you know what, I kind of like it. Its actually kind of fun. Especially when no one else has been in it yet and your the first person to play in it. : ) And yes snow angels are extremly fun to make haha.Especially in like 9 inches of snow. : )

So this weekend has been fun. Sure. Racheals house with a few ppl friday and yes i took pictures but for some reason i deleted them later?? then ~~Chrissy's~~ after.Came home and SLEPT. Teresa came over and baked until we decided snow is fun and to go out and play in it.

So today EAGLES. and SLEDDING! : ) : ) I cannot wait.

Maybe no school Monday? if we don't then of course ANOTHER DAY of sledding.

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